Dec 15

Autolico was giving Turbo a makeover. I hadn't seen Turbo in a while so I joined in. Fadeaway and I had plans so he joined as well.

After a while Fadeaway and I broke off from the group and I watched some of his approaches. I suggested some adjustments, and did a demo of the tonality, kino, stacking, and frame control I wanted him to have. I'm glad my first approach was decent.

I texted the tea chick from yesterday and the southern chick. Both responded, I called both. Only the southern chick picked up. I did some attraction stuff, told her about my day, did some more “you want me” role playing, then set up a date for tomorrow after she's done boxing. It should be perfect, since she’ll be all hot and sweaty from boxing and ready for sex. I told her a story about how a chick tried to pick me up yesterday, and she said maybe she thought I was a male prostitute. I said she couldn't afford me, and southern chick asked how come she gets it for free? Hmm someone’s got sex on her mind.

Lately my state control has been emphasized on being calm. Instead of pumping myself up to be super hyper, I relax and have mellow approaches. The results have been much better for each approach. However since I do not force myself to approach, I miss out on a lot of approaches as well. I hope that if I keep doing this every day, I will eventually be in state all the time. Like driving a car, it was freaky the first few times, but I am completely comfortable behind the wheel now.

Lessons learned:
- state management is important. Even though I only did one approach today, it was one of the better approaches I have done. Many times in the past, my first few approaches just bomb. Instead I am trying a new way of being in state, a relaxed state.
- my phone game is still better than my text game. I can't seem to get out of being the text buddy after a while. It works better for me to call them when they respond to my text, where I can tell funny stories, use a seductive voice, and set up dates. Definitely a huge improvement from my old phone anxiety days!