Sunday, December 19, 2010

Dec 18

It was so rainy tonight. I went out anyway. Without alcohol I didn't feel compelled to approach. Everything looked impossible, they all seem to be couples. I could be right or I could be creative.

That's not to say I didn't approach, I just did the easy ones.

Approached this Australian chick by herself, screened for logistics, qualified her, threw her in my friend zone. She was attracted, or at least amused, but I wasn't that physically aggressive to determine how attracted she was. Her friend came by and stole her attention. Eventually they left, though they invited me to join, I felt it was pointless to follow if I couldn't fuck her tonight. Now that I think about it, I could have built a stronger connection with her as we bounced around. Oh well.

Approached a few other girls, nothing significant. Got slapped by one chick because I started a mock fight with her. My state was too low to properly respond, but it also didn't ruin my night like it had in the past.

Lessons learned:
- I'm not pushing myself as much as I have in the past. I went out, but it's time to amp it up.
- follow opportunities to have fun and bounce with groups, see where life takes me.

3 shit tests:

  1. I think everyone has nights like this. I know I have in the past. At least you went out as it would have been so easy to pass it up because it was raining.

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  2. what happened with the 18 year old? did you havae a dtr?

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  3. Not sure. One week we’re seeing each other three times a week, the next she doesn't respond. I get the feeling that she's really busy working and is getting pressure from people to not see me, though. Still working on her.

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